| last summer whilst digging for buried treasure i found an arrowhead that well really looked incredible but was worth nothing at all. all the beauty it held crept over me and it possessed me to possess it. so i did. i took it home and clutched it maddeningly against me. everyday it was the same wake up hold the arrowhead shine the arrowhead admire the arrowhead hold the arrowhead. beneath my breast i carried it day in and out for a very long time. or so time so often seems. eventually my love and care for the arrowhead made it very sharp. and i was not too careful with it, wanting it to touch me everywhere and i it. it bore through my abdomen beneath my heart and through my arms where it would often times lay. and so i bleed so i what so what |
| My Fucking Interests Who I Used To Be Evidence | thanks for stopping - 2005-02-11 everyone is - 2004-04-22 haven't i said this before - 2003-11-04 i remember northern - 2003-09-09 i'm trying to relate to others - 2003-07-07 | Caught up... not caught up in the good way either, like caught up on school work or caught up on mortgage payments... just fucking caught up in everything... so fucking caught up in everything that I can't function... or at least well... I hope you know I am eternally sorry for how I am... for what I am... |