| I just don't know what to do anymore? I can't trust anyone, why? i'm not important, I'm worthless and egocentric, i'm selfish and full of BULLSHIT?!... I just don't understand.... anything.... I just don't understand anything.... and I don't fucking want to anymore.... I'm so upset right now and I wish I could tell you why, but I can't... I just want you to know that I have never said a bad word about you that wasn't to your face or in words given to you... I also want you to know that I sincerely regretted breaking off our friendship, but now I know that you were going to do it anyway eventually because I was such a bad friend... I'm always such a bad person... with bullshitfallingoutofmybrain... I'm a bad person |
| My Fucking Interests Who I Used To Be Evidence | thanks for stopping - 2005-02-11 everyone is - 2004-04-22 haven't i said this before - 2003-11-04 i remember northern - 2003-09-09 i'm trying to relate to others - 2003-07-07 | Caught up... not caught up in the good way either, like caught up on school work or caught up on mortgage payments... just fucking caught up in everything... so fucking caught up in everything that I can't function... or at least well... I hope you know I am eternally sorry for how I am... for what I am... |