| getting up at five am after going to bed at two thirty am is twisted... I don't know if I could ever do it without legal speed, but then again there are few jobs I can do without legal speed, like none... No one I actually know is gonna read this again... there was finally a blow up and I asked them all to stop reading and I would stop reading theirs... I hope it works... I might just lock it... that way no one can read it anymore... I hate everything... and i think she may have been surprised that all I did was bring her down... I'm captain bring down... and these are my cronies the buzz killers... I'm not likable, I'm the opposite of likable, there is no way anyone could ever like me, I am unlikable...--paraphrased off Chad going going gone... maybe gonna take a nap love, |
| My Fucking Interests Who I Used To Be Evidence | thanks for stopping - 2005-02-11 everyone is - 2004-04-22 haven't i said this before - 2003-11-04 i remember northern - 2003-09-09 i'm trying to relate to others - 2003-07-07 | Caught up... not caught up in the good way either, like caught up on school work or caught up on mortgage payments... just fucking caught up in everything... so fucking caught up in everything that I can't function... or at least well... I hope you know I am eternally sorry for how I am... for what I am... |