| today was nice, went out to eat on some friends... maybe am gonna get some weed maybe am gonna jump into something stupid and freewheeling... i'm excited to be turning pages and excited to see what's next maybe my dad will get me this car of benny's for 3 hundred that will last me a while and then i'll be fine get a job, find a life, go for a walk, take some time... try to figure out what my fucking problem is... sometimes i really don't know and i know it's me it's gotta be. there's no other explanation now... and this is an apology to the world for me for how i act for how i am and for how i might not change and for how hard i try and for how stupid i am... |
| My Fucking Interests Who I Used To Be Evidence | thanks for stopping - 2005-02-11 everyone is - 2004-04-22 haven't i said this before - 2003-11-04 i remember northern - 2003-09-09 i'm trying to relate to others - 2003-07-07 | Caught up... not caught up in the good way either, like caught up on school work or caught up on mortgage payments... just fucking caught up in everything... so fucking caught up in everything that I can't function... or at least well... I hope you know I am eternally sorry for how I am... for what I am... |